I Bend So I Don’t Break

I bend so I don't

Have you heard of “mindfulness”?  Do you know what it means?  I didn’t quite know what this fully meant until this year.  Mindfulness is being present in the moment, and being conscious and accepting one’s feelings and thoughts.

I am a beginner yogi – yogi in training if you will.  I have been since 2014 where I will randomly take classes with my friends at local studios.  Over the past year, I have been more consistent in my yoga practice, where I have had spurts of consistently attending classes and then even practicing at home.  I am not flexible by any means where my entire life I probably haven’t stretched.  I never was into gymnastics, still can’t do a cartwheel, and only recently can I touch my fingers to my toe (standing up only!).  I played softball and basketball my whole life and in these sports, it did not require flexibility.

I tried yoga for my first time by doing a hot yoga class with one of my friends.  She was going pretty regularly and her friend was running the class.  I caught on pretty quickly with the poses and the flow of it all.  I ended up really liking it!  For me, it started out to be more of just another way to workout.  It was during a time where I was trying out a bunch of different workout classes.  I did classes sporadically until about a year and a half ago, where I really wanted to start incorporating yoga into my work out practice.  From reading all of the health benefits, physically and mentally, I wanted to try this out even more.  I was very unhappy with my weight that I had put on, and because I run a lot, I thought this would also help me stretch out my body too.

I ended up developing a piriformis muscle issue, and it was hard to bend and hard to sit in an office for eight hours a day.  In case you don’t know what it is, here it is blow.  It is deep, deep within your glute.  Very hard to massage and most times, stretching is how to get rid of it.  I had lots of lower back pain and tight muscles in my leg.


By taking yoga consistently for 5 weeks in a row, this issue has completely disappeared.  The stretching and the development of these muscles made a world of difference.

This year, I set out to become more mindful.  There are various ways that one can practice mindfulness.  Most importantly, I wanted to take care of my body and myself because I have spent the last few years with struggling to lose weight and that has created some pretty negative feelings inside of me.  I needed to take a step back and realize what my body has gotten me through, and becoming more mindful of myself and self-love will help me conquer my negative thoughts.

Yoga, to me is something that I always go back to.  I am not consistent, but I want to be.  Every time I take part in a yoga session, whether it is with my friends in a class or at home by myself, I immediately have my mood turn around.  If you are stressed, sad, upset, mad, or have any sort of negative feelings, yoga is a game changer.  There are amazing health benefits, both physically and mentally.

Last week, I started a yoga challenge for myself and for several others to do 31 days of yoga in a row.  This is also meant to practice mindfulness and finally just to love yourself even more than you already do.  Yoga and being more “mindful” go together.  Both are about being present in the moment.  The practice of yoga is being self aware and aware of how your body feels.  I want to continue this practice and be more consistent within myself with not only yoga, but with being more mindful as well.

I challenge you to become more mindful within yourself.  With everything you do during the day, be present in that moment.  Do you drink coffee in the morning?  Take that first sip and focus on the smell, the taste and how it makes you feel.  When you go outside, notice nature.  Notice the smell of the air, the wind or the warmth of the sun.  We are so busy these days, that we are always thinking of the next task on our list.  Most of us are hardly present mentally in our lives where we are always trying to get our task lists done quickly.  We need to make time for our mental health, and focus on being present.  Keeping a journal of one positive thing each day will also help as well.

If yoga is something that you don’t believe to be your thing, I would love for you to practice mindfulness.  Not only has yoga helped me overcome stress and sadness, but it has helped with so many ailments with my muscles so if you haven’t tried it yet, I also encourage you to do so.  If you want to join my ongoing yoga and mindful challenge, I would love to have you a part of it too!  You can join the group here.

Until next time – thank you for reading!


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Good to know how yoga made a lot of diffrence in your life! Keep it up, you are doing great! – http://www.annyamagishi.com

Thank you for sharing. I love yoga. I often say that practicing yoga has saved my life. It definitely changed how I think, how I act and how I go through the day. It made me re-evaluate what I hold as important and what no longer clutters my mind. It’s a beautiful practice that only gets better the more time you spend with it. Thank you for sharing!

Emma @ theweekendabroad.com

Self love and mindfulness are 2 things I’ve been struggling with for over a decade. I get so caught up in negative feelings and self loathing sometimes. It’s always great to have a reminder. Thanks for such a great post and well done on your yoga and mindfulness journey!


Being mindful is also about being careful about what you do. Which impacts all areas of our lives. Thanks

Carissa Jane

wow that is really good! I have a different shifting schedules but I hope I can try this also. I think I also practice mindfulness every time in a bus ride, thats really gives me good feeling..thank you for sharing😊

Carissa Jane

thank you for sharing your experience in yoga😊 im thinking now to start doing it😊


This was a great and motivating post! I have always been so hesitant, but I think I will give it a try. Thanks for sharing! xx

Asha kandwal

It’s really helpful for me i enjoy it


Being present in the moment is really hard for me but it’s something that I’m working on. I always find myself going back to Yoga too because it helps a lot. I really enjoyed your post.


The Plus Size Zombie

I do yoga on occasion. So I completely understand where you are coming from.


This is great! I teach mindfulness to my clients as there are so many great benefits! I’m also inconsistent with yoga but I have a favorite Youtube video for beginners that I absolutely love! Your post has made me want to revisit it and get back into it!!


I love your post ❤️❤️❤️ I started to be aware of mindfulness and practice it two years ago. But I practice it while reading. You can find a related post in my blog

Jaime Porter

I have anxiety and yoga helps a lot when I’m feeling anxious

Tiffany Perrine

I too discovered hot yoga recently! Feels great for my body (I sit all day too) but I love it even more for quieting my mind. 🙂


I used to practice yoga everyday and I loved it; I really need to get back into it!

Rahul kandal

yoga is best to stay healthy for free :p